sudden urge to blog.. think there isn’t much readers.. which is a gd thing. time for my whining. had an ‘exciting’ day today. morning couldn’t wake up for peee tutorial at 830am. so, went for de from 10 to 12. papa cooked half boiled egg for me this morning. yum yum. been dunno how long since i’ve had that at home.. after lessons, met up with weitiong and his classmates for lunch at fc5.. curry zazzle bake rice.. den went up to club house for gems proj. did our mini skit.. had quite alot of fun.. bloopers. later on, at ard 2 plus.. dunno wher to go. cuz meeting tkd ppl to go SIM for tkd training at 5.20.. so, tagged along with weitiong to unity.. miss the past.. anw.. went for leo meeting.. kind of screwed up. blarh. but. still, im looking forward to leo mass camp 2006. 1st and 2nd of dec.. must rmb to take off!!!. it started pouring at around 4.35.. arghh. but luckily at around 5 become drizzle only. if not sure stuck in sch.. met ben, deves, chang yun, jason, jonathan at dover bus stop.. and off we go to sim.. training was alright. patterns all the way.. cuz poomsae coach course coming.. starting to feel stress le. the theory paper like so difficult.. need to memorise so many things. haiz. hope i’ll pass.. no.. must pass!!. after training, went back to clementi had dinner with ben, jason and chang yun.. mac!. super hungry by then. at around 9.. eat and talk cock till 10.30.. went home.. haiz. though i look cheerful.. but. actually.. was feeling so down today. pms, u may say.. probably ba. don’t know why, but the sudden feeling of loneliness creeped into my heart. anyway, walked home alone today.. its been dunno how long since i’ve walked home alone. mum was slping ardy.. bro don’t want come fetch me. haiz. so sad. scared also. paranoid ba. encountered 3 unfortunate ‘cases’ before.. on the way home. blarh. thats all for today.

i miss you.